Embarrass event

I have some of narrative happened for me in my live, but I will write about one of this stories .This narrative happened for me in the first time when I went to college. I was very afraid and stress. I'm afried, because the place of college was very far from my house ,so this was first time for me went to far place lonely. And I was embarrass ,because thies was first time for me my teachers was mix (men ,women) not like,in school all my teachers was women,so I wasn't

habbit the men to teach me. Also,Ihadn't many vocabulary what's are mean,so Iwas stress, because when any teacher's was teach us Iwasn't understood any things and when any teachers asked me any question Iwasn't understood what they wants . So,Iremember embarrass , in the begning of last year, when I wanted to ask My English teacher some question about the subject and I don't know how to asked and I'm not went to asked what I want. After that,Idecided you must for me to study very hard and learn a lot of vocabulary to understand what they want.